Being the bigger person is something I hate doing.
It’s like this complex default programming that I can’t over ride.
As I am slowly weeding out the undesirables in my life I’m faced with many challenges.
People are showing their true colors and in turn are being nasty, mean and petty, in both words and actions.
It hurts so much to have to deal with, and even more to keep inside and respond kindly. After everything is said and done, I’m stuck tormented by the events that took place and my lack of retaliation. I pray on it for peace but I’m still filled with regret.