You see me as this awesome person, whose hurt and damaged
You don’t place blame on me like you should and think me to be perfect
You praise me for the “awesome girlfriend ” you think I was
But you’ve got it all wrong
Yes I loved you, but I didn’t communicate with you
I wasn’t very patient and offered little understanding
The truth is
You were too good for me and better than I ever deserved
Maybe that’s why I lost you
Maybe that’s why we weren’t forever
Maybe that’s why I’m stuck in a series of shitty partners
Maybe that’s why even though I know your happy a part of me weeps because in your happiness comes my loneliness
I get it now
You are my forever and that means my punishment is being lonely
Living out my days defined by my accomplishments
I know now what the path is that lies before me
As usual I understand and accept….it’s what I do best
I just needed to cleanse myself of misconceptions and falsehoods and expose myself for what I know to be truth.
Maybe in another life I’m happy and positive and we actually get to be
Because in this life the stars have not aligned for it to be so.
This website was… how do I say it? Relevant!! Finally I’ve found something which helped me. Appreciate it!
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I’m glad you were able to get something from my post and appreciate you taking the time to read it. Stay awesome ^_^
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