Why am I here?
What stars aligned to bring about my birth?
Everyone has that hallmark response that everything happens for a reason or purpose
But what is that? And what the fuck does it actually mean?!
Because if you think about it all the good and bad occurred for you to benefit another
So the abuse, the molestation, the heartache and suffering……
All the pain was to benefit another?!!
Which makes you wonder
Are we doing this all wrong?
We live for ourselves and maybe we are all stuck in this painful infinity loop because we haven’t woken up from a slumber of selfishness and self serve to realize that we are here for each other.
There’s few days I open my eyes and not question my existence
Fewer still when I don’t regret my birth
But constant is my thought that there literally no point in my life I wish to return to
I embrace my role and can’t wait to serve my purpose maybe then I’ll know peace
All of this can’t be for nothing
Divided we remain due to ignorance