Tag Archive | loss

Remembering Justin Johnson 

RIP I remember when your brother came to Gamestop and in asking about how your doing he told me you were no longer among the living It never fully registered in my mind that you were truly gone 

Until I saw your profile and went to add you as friend and my gaze met with the words “Remembering Justin Johnson ”

It hit me like a runaway freight train

Death being an eventuality for all of us is something I thought I understood 

Until today, when I realized This whole time I was hoping it was a hoax

This happens every time someone I know dies

I just can’t accept it….I know I still have growing up to do ><

I never got to say my goodbyes, we made plans to chill that never came to fruition and I know I’m late but I guess it’s better late than never

I hope your at peace and finally know happiness, at least I know your in a better place now.

We were best friends, schoolmates and the time we had together albeit brief will not be forgotten.
Love always 

Your friend 

Hannah Paul

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Advice to live by

Annoyance becomes a fondnessHate reveals deepest love 

Distance shows how much you want to reconnect 

And these things can easily be reversed 
The point is never stop being the person you both fell in love with
Learn to work on things as a team

It takes two
You can be lazy and lose it all or suck it up and make it work because there was a time you couldn’t stand to be a part and your heartbeats in sync
To wait until all is lost to realize what you had and too little too late to try and get that back
Your heart will tell you to say everything you never did and your mind realizing the folly of past actions will consign on all the shenanigans your heart drives you to do.
You find someone honest and loving do not lose it because a real genuine love literally comes once in a life time. 
Learn from the mistakes of the stupid, lost and lonely souls. Hold on to your happiness