Lost ecstasy

Each day we begin anew

Pleasantries and greetings shared 

Your soul calls to mine as you guide

Me, taking me by the hand

Transforming all that I know with 

Simply your words alone. 

I feel the warmth of your hands and

The softness of your lips as you kiss me

The playful nibble of my breast 

And yes even the promised release. 

Caught up in ecstasy I throw caution 

To the wind. 

Focusing solely on the now. 

Every day a new memory shared 

Lust filled messages exchanged 

Feeding off each others energy 

Each message intensifies 

And I can once again be lost to this new-found 

Fantasy, for which I’ve grown dependant 

Awakening something deep within me 

I thought had long since been lost

But like most creatures with intelligence 

You sought more

What was once enough 

Is no longer the case 

You now crave me, not just my body

but all of me

In its entirety 

However 

This demand of me 

I’m not ready and

I’m unsure I can give

Instead I offer you a glimpse of what you ask

Leaving you speechless 

Your spirit that once greeted me each day

Now shrinks away at my touch 

Leaving me a lone and upset 

I was weakened by you and I gave in

Now the price I pay, is the loss of you

If you knew me and had all of me

You wouldn’t seek me

For as bright as the light that draws you to me

Is also a great darkness that wants to consume me

You see it, and feel it; don’t you? 

You just haven’t quite made sense of it, but your more 

Than aware. 

This awareness will be our downfall. 

Return to me and let us go back to 

Our escape 

Ignorant of all that we know

If it’s even possible, that is.