I think about you all the time
Even though I don’t want you on my mind
And I know one may ask why?
To which I’d respond saying
It’s too dangerous
I feel in the midst of chaos
The storm, and the complications
That arise that you are my comfort
Yet I ask why?
You hardly know me
But I feel so electric and alive with
You
I fight sleep to enjoy every
waking moment with
You
Knowing full well I have work in the
Morning
My schedule is such that the days we have
Don’t seem long enough
Yet I take solace in knowing that
I get to lay beside you at night
And in the morning greeted by
Your sleeping face, each and every
Day
On my hardest of days a hug from
You melts all the stress away
Your laughter quickly unravels
Any frown I can muster
This bothers me
Because how can I ever truly
Be mad at such an amazing person
You dazzle and sparkle in the most
Mesmerizing of ways
I see your aura clear as day
I feel your emotions, passion, and
Pain
At times your serious in a way
That’s alarming to me
With the most somber of expressions upon
Your face you recall memories
Not too fond but distant all the same
What am I to do?
I see your talent and potential
And I’m excited at the possibilities
Confident in yourself,
you
Captivate those around you
I, myself was drawn to you
Unable to resist your charm
I felt like there was this magnetic
Pull that I simply could not resist
Knowing the risk I was drawn to
You
Like a moth to the flame
I danced around you as long as I could
Attempting to keep you at arms length
Until finally I was pulled in
Romantic, some would say
However danger registers loudly in my
Mind
Loving harder than ever, falling faster
Than before
I’m without a plan B
There is no back up plan
It’s just you
Leaving me vulnerable
Here I stand beside you
Logic screams all of this is Trouble
And warns me to proceed with caution
Because as high as I feel now
The ground can just as quickly
Rush upon me, giving me a reality
Check
My soul says to trust my heart
And feel his energy and vibe with
Him
My heart hopes he’s my forever
And we can do the family thing
And continue to have
Awesome moments
Everything tells me to trust and not to be
Afraid
Your loyal, sweet and so caring
Every day I sigh just in awe
And ever so grateful for you in my
Life
I wish I could put into words
This crazy intense feeling
Inside…..
Alas I digress
I just don’t want to be hurt
And I just want to make him as happy as
He makes me.
To erase the pain
And comfort, to be your shelter in
The storm
To be the rock when needed
To be what you are to me and more
Love always
Hannah
Till then this concludes my chaos that is love chronicles
Chapter I
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